Suga Shikao - 19Sai Lyrics

I was planning to also embed the video but... .___."

Romaji


Kuchibiru ni doku wo nutte boku no heya ni kita deshou?
Anata no kisu de mou karada mo nou mo toketeshimai sou
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai

Hakike ga suru kurai anata no kokoro utsukushii no ni
Nani hitotsu dekinai boku ni doushite kisushite kureru no?
Daikirai na hibi juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na kao juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de sonna jinsei ga ii no, ii no...

Yogoreteru tamashii dake wo tori no sogu no ga murinara
Dochira ni arukeba sore wo mirai to yoberu no deshou
Chuu burarin na yume juu-kyuu-sai
Chuu burarin na uso juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai toshitemo hon no isshun de ii no, ii no...

Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de sonna jinsei ga ii no

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai toshitemo hon no isshun de ii no, ii no...

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de
Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de

English
You applied poison to your lips and came into my room, right?
With your kiss, my body and mind seem to melt away already
The me who I really hate, at age 19
The me who I really hate, at age 19

Even though your heart is so beautiful that it nauseates me
Why do you kiss me, when I can't even do a thing?
The days that I really hate, at age 19
The face that I really hate, at age 19

Like a black swallowtail butterfly, I want to fly with proud wings
Please don't say, "It's pointless," such a life is fine, is fine...

If it's impossible to only remove my soiled soul
Then where do I walk to will I be able to call it my future?
A suspended dream, at age 19
A suspended lie, at age 19

I want to be a black swallowtail butterfly and be loved by everyone
Even if I'm not almost there, just a tiny moment is fine, is fine...

The me who I really hate, at age 19
The me who I really hate, at age 19

Like a black swallowtail butterfly, I want to fly with proud wings
Please don't say, "It's pointless," such a life is fine

I want to be a black swallowtail butterfly and be loved by everyone
Even if I'm not almost there, just a tiny moment is fine, is fine...

Like a black swallowtail butterfly
Please don't say, "It's pointless"
Like a black swallowtail butterfly
Please don't say, "It's pointless"